That's My Defense

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I re-did the bridge to have "some" type of positive spin.

I don’t know the reason I sleep with my shirt on

I don’t remember why I don’t have a nightgown

I can’t sleep in my bare skin, exposed and naked

Blankets won’t help and I can’t escape it

That feeling of being dirty for no reason

I need protection from something unseen

I don’t know what happened and I’m glad that I don’t

But everything is not as it seems

chorus

I don’t want to know, what I don’t know

What good would it do me now?

My life would not change and thoughts rearranged

Won’t be a guiding light at the end of a chain of events

I don’t wanna know and that’s my defense.

Something long ago was broken inside and hidden

I’m not ashamed why should I be

Memories get erased so I can still be free

Cus nothing that was………….. was about me

Bridge

yeah my kids are gonna feel what love is for real,

and pass it on ………..and go on from here

They’re gonna know, what I didn’t know

The touch of my hand is a safe place

Their lives are now changed and thoughts rearranged

Now’ there’s light at the end of that chain of events

Oh yeah they’re gonna know……………. And that’s my defense.